Saturday 31 st March After meeting with Gary on Thursday and we spoke about pain relief (as I am experiencing excruciating pain especially each morning) he put me on stronger pain meds and said I would be extra tired and need to take it even easier. I couldn’t imagine taking it even easier as I’m not doing much as it is. Anyway, had my immunotherapy treatment on Thursday I and felt fine just tired as per usual, so came home to bed and slept the whole day and night…woke up to have meds and then went back to sleep. The new routine now has been that I’ve been waking up from pain at 4:30am and Kane has to help me get up. I wake not being able to get out of bed and end up crying. Then I go back to bed and I get up at 7am and have brekky and then take my meds and go back to sleep. It’s been crap….can’t live like that and can’t experience this pain. So on Good Friday woke up ad wasn’t feeling great but didn’t want the girls to miss out on a family tradition. So we went at about